Memoirs

Initiating Self Destruct This is it. We are shutting down isoHunt services a little early. I'm told there was this Internet archival team that wants to make historical copy of our .torrent files, I'm honoured that people thinks our site is worthy of historical preservation, but the truth is about 95% of those .torrent files can be found off Google regardless and mostly have been indexed from other BitTorrent sites in the first place. So I might as well do a proper send-off to you dear isoHunt users, before final shutdown sequence on Tuesday. It's been an adventure in the last 10.5 years working on isoHunt, a privilege working with some of the smartest guys I've worked with, and my life won't be the same without it. For what I'm working on next, please look up my blog on Google and follow me there. Because as the Terminator would say with a German accent, I'll be backkk. -Gary Fung Now i have to buy the movies and wait until the whole 24 comes out!!! OMG!!! E...

This week, and the one that came before it have been quite emotional. Emotional highs and lows. I know, I am an overly emotional being... but these last seven days have been... well, not something I will forget any time soon. I will take you way back to The Friday of last week.... got into a few altercations with people I hold dear and close to my heart. Reasons.... they were many. Ranging from heart problems to trust issues. That week, I learnt a lot about human kind and how far they would go to appear the saints. How far they would go to get what they want. I must say... my admiration for many of these people greatly waned. Then came the highlight or rather lowest part of this time. Death struck! It struck!!! A young man barely thirty along with others perished in an accident... A terrible road accident. He left behind a little girl and her Mother along with many friends and family. Then A young woman who was set to make 31 years of age passed on as she was bringing another life into...

Micah in there, 8 months old pregnancy Micah at 3 weeks Micah at 3 months- That Smile 5 month confusion The only boy in a group of 3 women!!! He does look like a girl!! Awwww... Love u Son 6 Months- Yes, he can hold his own Bottle We got teeth, by 7 months we had 8 of them Not yet one year but yes Mummy, I can walk. Yes.... This here was the best present I received this year. My Son can walk Celebrating Mummy's birthday.. so they all decided to cut my cake Milly and her charges. I love this group as it is. My world is complete... My cup flows over.

Dear Cyber Love, I hope you are well. I am eternally sorry I crossed a line. What line? you'll ask. the line where i get to think of you as a part of my everyday life. The Line where I take if for granted that when I call, you will answer, or you'll call me back. The line where I said those damning words and I meant them. That line that made me throw caution to the winds. That line. I enjoyed and maybe took it to an unexpected level. I loved it when you called me Precious, Delicious. Still makes me go all soft on the inside just thinking it. Oh better still, I went Gaga at being 'Daddy's Little girl" I miss you. I miss our little short-lived cyber romance. Romancing the imagination that was you kept me running. Gave me so much to look forward to. Got me some me-time because i had FOMO on our cyber dates. Well, time is up. Its been over four days of silence. Just that Silence. I didnt know it would affect me so, but it has. Feels like a whole new break up. Used to l...

Its been oft said ... "east west, home is best" I left home some time back for a better life. Or what i thought would be a better life. The lure of the bright night lights, fast moving cars, 'smartly' dressed girls and boys was too strong to resist. And I fell victim to my youthful desires. The food's all fried. Believe me, even a cup of tea is somehow fried. So, I lived in the city for but a while but it seems and feels like I was there for eternity. I will take you through some of the highs and lows of that place as our time together passes. However, am back home. I missed home. I missed these village paths- well beaten village paths. I missed the trip to the well.  I missed the love around here, Imagine this; The neighbor's dog remembered me. She was all over me the moment I got close to their compound. Tail wagging and I could feel the love. She missed me, and I missed her. When all is said and done. I am glad to be back home. My permanent stay here may no...

Its been a heavy very heavy day 2. I wrote this Piece some time back. Today, my second day of moving away from a particular unhealthy addiction saw me going through heartache so heavy i almost died. i tell am kinda counting the days. stuff has been happening. lots of stuff...on all fronts. And stuff happened. we kissed and made up. But then I keep asking myself Why I love so hard, people find it easy to hurt- or maybe Why I hurt so easily yet I love so hard. AM I trying so hard? Oh well....am posting this post because i cant seem to finish writing it

Sitting here listening to  Jill Scott  croon away her  A long walk  as the month fades out. The sun has more or less gone to bed. I should be in my bed too but these things of being an adult usually keep me up late. whatcha y'all thinkin? huh? Alright, am visiting a friend, yeah a friend who by the way wants me to get off his computer or he walks out on me!! can you imagine such meanness!!! really? This guy can be mean. After all the smiles i sent his way the whole evening? Can you imagine that? Really? Well, its today morning. The day after last night. "  I have sought love, first, because it brings ecstasy - ecstasy so great that I would often have sacrificed all the rest of life for a few hours of this joy. I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness--that terrible loneliness in which one shivering consciousness looks over the rim of the world into the cold unfathomable lifeless abyss. I have sought it finally, because in the union of love I have s...