Memoirs

Staring into the dark, listening to the dogs bark and all manner of night sounds. Time Check: 3:00 A.m Micah is sleeping, everyone is asleep. And am awake. Had an interesting conversation with my favorite cousin-Jojo earlier on. Well, I was rumbling on and on about how sad, scared I am. Scared of letting everyone who believes in me down-and oh gurl, lotsa people blv in me Young and old alike, they all think Mauryn has a solution to their problem. From fixing broken toys to helping heal broken hearts. And everything in between. Even my daughters know Mummy will fix anything they break. Just take it to her and smile, she'll make it work once again. Give Mauryn 30k and she'll feed the family for a week! Oh yes I do that. Even my significant other parent knows, give Mauryn 40k and she'll take care of 3 children for  a month!  If that much of a super heroine, why is my heart in shambles? Why can't I believe in myself. My bosses believe in me. My colleagues at work believe in

4 weeks old Its been a while young man. Someday, soon I know, we'll be discussing how ya day went at home, then pre-school, then main school and I can't wait for the day I'll be asking after my grand kids and their Mum. Hello Micah, your maternal grandma prefers to call you MAN(Micah Adam Namuyimba). We simply love you all. You might be wondering what the heck is up with your sisters.....hate to say this Son, but I told you so. They be weird like that....I heard a few days ago, one of them wanted you to carry her on your lap!! Imagine that. Well, be assured that they love you alot. Your coming into our lives marked the beginning of a very special era. Especially in my life. Daddy, left for good just before you were born. His new lady love moved in with him just before you came here. He made a choice and I just couldn't make him change his mind. Right now, you  might be wondering why he does not stay with us, why he shows up only once every few weeks. and soon he won'

"let go Mauryn". "Its ok" "You'll be fine". Thanks fans, I know y'all mean well. "I love you Moryn, more than I love her" "Am confused, i feel like am cheating on you" "Mauryn, I miss you, and my family" "I want my family back"..... And on you went Ram. but all I was hearing was ...."you aint good enough". "You aint rich enough...you can't buy me a movie ticket" "She's richer, wears high heels, well studied....moryn, you can't measure up". Ram, 6 years, 3 kids, we prayed for a boy child and God gave us one. And the best thanks we give God is a broken family! How grateful humans can be! I won't lie about my state of things. Am hurting. Hurting. Hurting. What I dont understand is why you have to let me know. Show me. Even id i dont ask. People who usually do this, have pity on the afflicted party and spare them the details. Would you reallu love someone if you didn&