Memoirs

Sometimes we wonder why we get so unhappy. Many a time we want to blame it on someone else, Like Milli Vanilli says, 'Blame it on the rain' and Yes, it has to be someone or something else but not you. Well, here I am, very unhappy, As in Very UNHAPPY. Life sucks, as in it sucks. But one thing is for sure, am not blaming it on anyone else, Not even the rain. I got myself here and I'll have to find a way of getting out. it hurts and hurts so bad, am in love with someone I should not be in love with You know, those un available men? Guys out there talk to me. the ladies who have been there done that, please tell me what i should do. I keep telling myself, I'll wake up in the morning and voila, i won't think about him, I won't call him etc. I have done so much for this relationship and it hurts me that I just cannot treat it as something casual. It started out casually but now I can't help but feel so sad. They say, pray....I pray, I try yes I try to love Jesus