Memoirs

Well maybe a little too drastic for some people's tastes. But then again, how much longer will i stand for this? This thing that eludes a name. I always give in, am always the lenient one, the one who cares, the one who's always sorry am the one who always catches his falls. Yeah, its like he needs me just to prove he can be man enough when all else fails, even when his own mother and sisters turn their backs on him he knows i'll give him a back rub and laugh with him back to good times and standing with his family, friends and bosses that's when he forgets about me. Not just me, but the children too. Children he claims he loves so much he can't live without. these are the same children he wont share his money with. but for some reason he's always busy working. Can't even afford to make a phonecall from his office desk phone to just talk to the girls, because that usually makes them happy for a few days until he calls again or shows up. To him its a bother.

Its been a while since we spoke. but  hey, never doubt for moment that u r loved. you are cherished my dear boy. Even with the sleepless nights that your kicks and turns sometimes cause, I cherish you. I love and cherish each and everyone of those rowdy sometimes gentle movements. We await your great arrival. It wont be long now. Soon, you'll put faces to the voices you've heard, and there will be new faces and voices too. Mummy will be here for as long as you want her to. I love you my son. Truly do love you. Hugs and Kisses