...with a broken heart...that's still beating

Day one passed. i craved and assuaged my craving. yes am broken...giving in to my craving is step one to my healing....

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep
tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my
time
I am here still waiting though i still have my
doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already
figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside
my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book
instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still
looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin'
on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still
holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here
alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten
my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin'
on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still
holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on
(I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still
holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you

Location: Bombo Rd, Kampala

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