Of new beginnings and resolutions

Started writing this post at the end of last month. Had written one sentence which wad typo infested i just had to start all over again.
So, we will keep the title. And yeah, been thinking of starting all over again. But this procrastination just wont break up with me.
Spent a week, lots of wrong acts to start this paragraph. Wait, i should prolly date them paragraphs.
So, here i am. Sitting at a friend's desk. Listening to Justin Timberlake's Mirrors. And am asking myself why i find it hard to let go. Why am always on the defensive?

Two days later- Again. This time round, we gonna do this.
So, Location is my work desk. It's a Friday, should be heading home but am sitting here. And i feel this energy.
This writing energy.

Alot has been happening, the whole world is thinking about Nelson Mandela. He's ill. And we don't want to let him go.
See, Change is not an easy thing to do. Finishing this post has not been an easy task. Making and sticking to resolutions is just not that easy a thing to just tick off my to do list.

But, oh, well. It has to be done. He will eventually pass on. We will mourn his passing. His family will live on.
So, July is but 3 days away. I will be turning a year older come the Third week of July. And its about time
I finished this post.

Its about time, I wrote out my resolutions, I gotta.

I am a mother of Many. And sometimes i look at myself in the mirror, remember the things i did and am not proud to call myself Mummy.

So, here is what we are gonna do or try to do different.
1...

Hell, we are just going to live each day as it comes.
I have not lived tomorrow and i dont know what tomorrow will bring.
So, I will do what i see best given tomorrow's circumstances.

So, here is to new beginnings and resolutions...

Cheers.