Aight, I had never ever ventured here before. Now I am, and I absolutely have no idea what I should be doing here. But not to worry, I'll be there before anyone realises am an amateur. Till then....
"Can you imagine what Maureen is wearing today?" "Maureen is so annoying!" Maureen this, Maureen that, Maureen there! Lord! when does this all stop? "Life is the best teacher there can ever be"- I always doubted that when my Lifetime Friend mentioned it some years ago but now.... Now I know. I know that Life has her lesson plans panned out all through one's lifespan and she will ensure that every student gets to learn their portion before she sends them to the next world. I also know that not everyone is a nice person-regardless of how bright their smiles and "awws" are- They simply aren't nice at all. They will plan your exit one minute and kiss you a second after they've implemented their plan. Take for instance this one time random night when I was tossing in my bed- totally sleepless and bored. My phone rang and the caller ID got me grinning but what the caller talked about about was not grin-worthy. Here goes: Ring ...
Outside my window ... Children playing in the sand- Its a weekend. No school.. yay.. lots of beautiful sounds- Children laughing. Nostalgia that comes with these days... ;( I am thinking. ... about letting go. sliding into comfortable old lifestyle. Thinking of waking up from the dream. Its been a long one this one. I am thankful ... Last night, I slept well. Very well. In the kitchen .... Saturday... Junk food I am wearing ...this little dress that my government is seeking to ban. I love me small clothes. Show off leg! I am creating .... a shawl. feels good to have something to do with my hands other than watching the phone waiting for a text or a call. I am going ...House party... yay!!! guilt trips- will check in tomorrow. I am wondering ... actually am not wondering anymore- i know for real. I am reading ...yes....between yesterday and today- I opened a book. Jeffery Archer- Shall we tell the President! I am hoping .... Micah gets his locomotion in order I am looking for...
The last time I posted a memoir was in error. One that got me panicked so bad I pulled down the whole blog. My intention was never to hurt anyone or scandalize anybody for that matter. I decided (was forced to decide) not to write down anything. Not that nothing was happening wherever I have been, a lot has indeed been happening but for the love of reading, I didn't feel the urge to write. Always had one excuse or another. I told myself, when I get a new laptop and phone I will start writing- that I did and still could not even write a Haiku . January has been a beautiful month and as equally dull. I found myself addicted to Candy Crush there was little else I could think of. Candy Crush has been my cigarette, my coffee, my pillow and my teddy bear when I needed to let something out. Ah, that and a non-friend of mine to whom I had become so addicted to talking to, they seemed to be my other Candy Crush. Well, until they decided to push me out of their lives. But anyway, that i...
Mmmmmh...ok ...welcome to the world of blogging...been a nice friend!
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